Over reacting. She didn't fuck up months of therapy. She didn't help with therapy. Only I can do that. It's not her fault and it's not mine...geeze being a baby much? Sorry for that lapse in sanity. I'm gay. I like girls. I tried to tell my family and they say that I'm confused and that I'll get over it. This might be true, but I really don't feel it. I don't like guys. I've never had sexual satisfaction with a guy except my first guy and he was kinda girly anyway. I've never had a girl though. I need to experience this and I'm looking for a gf. It's SO hard to tell if someone's gay or not. I want to like ask girls out but i dont want to like piss them off if theyre straight. I don't like the bar scene. It creeps me out. idk. blech. I want a girlfriend. I wish I could tell everyone that I'm gay and they'd accept it and love me, but they won't, even if they say they will. I came out to someone recently that I was bi and she acts weird around me now even though she said it didn't freak her out. Mehhhhhhhhhhh. Idk if I'm bi or gay but the only guys I like now are fake guys. Example: The Joker. Gerard Way from MCR. *He's fake cuz hes a celeb and idk the real him, just the idea or w/e* IDK! My therapist is helping me a lot...I see her tomorrow at 9am...blech so early but I LOVE TALKING TO HER! =) I want a sexy, nice, smart, open-minded, sweet girl to care for and love and cuddle and snuggle! Where are you, my dream girl?!?!?! Why is it wrong to love a consenual adult human??? Who cares what gender? It doesn't HURT anyone!! The only rules of marraige should be that it be TWO CONSENTING ADULT HUMANS. PERIOD. Nothing else really matters. Unless they're like mentally inept to give consent like they're mentally handicaped or mentally ill. Wtf else matters?! (or related by blood, but that goes without saying, right?) meh. sorry. anywho.... =) |